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Phoenix Fire

Thin ice gives back the sky
mild sun turns the morning air


the exact color
of one part joy


one part hope
and two parts serenity


before the redbud
shows anything but gray


while the dogwood is still
only making plans


with molten wings
to the extent


anyone appeals to cat ladies
I appeal to cat ladies


my x-ray vision says
you are a cat lady in training


your x-ray vision sees
the star of my invisible tear


so you and Charlie are going
to heal each other


and me
yeah I'll bet


leave me out of this
no matter what


you and Charlie and I
and his boyfriend might

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do to each other
all at once


random mutual reassembly
can't fix anything


if I had anything
to give I would trade it


for the ferocity
of the wolverine


or the toughness
of the snowdrop


a string of red traffic lights
over Mass Ave


phoenix fire in the night
the heat and chill of that fire


reconstitute my waxen wings
and I'm flying down its throat

Brian Jerrold Koester is a Pushcart Prize nominee and a Best of the Net Anthology nominee. His collection is titled What Keeps Me Awake (Silver Bow Publishing) and his chapbook is called Bossa Nova (River Glass Books). His work has appeared in Agni, Streetlight Magazine, Delmarva Review, Right Hand Pointing, Louisiana Literature, and elsewhere. He lives in Lexington, Massachusetts and has been a freelance cellist.

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